Monday, August 23, 2010

school day 1

I hate my new blog look and can't figure out how to change it. So thus the non-posting Deb.

it's day 1 of the fall semester for Chris. I tend to be overly dramatic, and today is no different. For the past 3 days, my heart has been so heavy. I've had Chris home ALL summer. Every night he was here to help me. He was here to snuggle and laugh and be my very best friend. SPOILED me. I know that as of today, the next 6 months....are going to be nothing like that. I will see him for dinner. I will be able to lay next to him at night, but there will be very little time for us to be together. He is taking 2 very difficult classes this semester-since weber state only offers them every other year, he has to take them now, or be pushed back in graduating schedule. Have I mentioned that I HATE weber state? LOATHE!!!!!!!!!!!

So, if I seem a little down, this is why. I think it will be good though, because it will kick me back into gear as far as being a great wife. I will now be in charge of the house and to keep his stress low, I need to be on top of things. The best thing I can do right now and for the next few months, is to make our home a place of order and peace. I may need some pointers as I seem to have forgotten a few things over the past few months. Cooking dinners on a daily basis. Grocery shopping effectively. Budgeting. Packing lunches. Sending Ava to preschool--which I've been counting the days for since last year, but am a little sad about as well. It's going so fast. Hopefully, I will get all this sadness out of me today, and be able to be the rockstar he will need me to be from today on.

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